Jackie DeemsI Am Still A MotherI am still a mother. Even though I have lost all 3 of my children, 1 to terminal illness and my other 2 children to miscarriage. I am…3 min read·1 day ago----
Jackie DeemsMercy MeI hear her. Out in the hallway she meows loudly, crowing like a banty rooster. In the middle of the night, she announces she’s caught a…4 min read·Mar 28, 2024--1--1
Jackie DeemsChoosing Faith Over FearI call the sheep in from an adjacent paddock to give them their evening hay in the barn. The sheep move slowly towards me in a conga line…3 min read·Jan 17, 2024----
Jackie DeemsWhat if the Good Shepherd Wasn’t Good?Trying to sleep seemed like a never-ending nightmare last night because of extremely high winds and sleet/hail pelleting the windows. I…3 min read·Jan 17, 2024----
Jackie DeemsReal LoveI look down at my heart adorned gumboots and smile. I usually wear them in the summer because they are lightweight, but so far winter in…6 min read·Jan 17, 2024----
Jackie DeemsUnclaimed BaggageWe each carry around baggage filled with dark, painful life experiences — choices made, words and actions spoken and perpetuated by others…4 min read·Jan 1, 2024----
Jackie DeemsFor Unto UsI sit on the highest hill in the main pasture as the sun goes down sending shards of brilliant multifaceted light across the night sky. My…4 min read·Dec 24, 2023----
Jackie DeemsWinter Is a Long Time ComingWinter is a long time coming, dropping temperatures not lingering for long before they rise again. A bare wisp of snow covers the ground…3 min read·Dec 8, 2023----
Jackie DeemsGrief & The Golden BachelorI am usually not a fan of the Bachelor Franchise’s series including The Bachelor, The Bachelorette and Bachelor In Paradise but the…4 min read·Dec 2, 2023----
Jackie DeemsAnything But RoutineMy sheep are used to their new winter routine. Finally. After weeks of trying to introduce them to a new barn and paddock, opening gates…3 min read·Dec 1, 2023----